
(10 page comic book in four hours… madness)
Yesterday I fell asleep during kiss kiss bang bang on dvd. That gives you some idea how tired I am.
It is such a strange feeling when something you have waited and feared for, for over a year, is done, gone. There is nothing else I can do anymore, to make it happen! The scores from the second stage were something so amazing to me… like a validation of all the hard work I’ve put into this. Whatever happens, it’s a great win. And it feels good to continue from here.
They are picking 16 students of the 42 third stage applicants. The final results should come June 21st at the latest. Until then I have to try think of other things, although I know it is impossible. I do have this urge to do some art, so maybe that helps.
One of the exam assignments was to visualize your room in your favourite artists style. Mine was Hundertwasser. I don’t know which I like more, his paintings or his thoughts…
It is difficult to explain how I succeeded. Certainly not by force, also not by reflection, and not by intelligence, and not necessarily by intuition, but rather like walking in a dream. The work of an artist is indeed very difficult because it cannot be undertaken by force, dilligence or intelligence.