waiting

May 8th, 2008

domino boxdomino
Still busy… final schoolwork of the year.

soundtrack: Beck - Timebomb
I kind of feel like a timebomb right now. Angry, frustrated, excited, sad.
Lots of change to deal with.

I got my exchange portfolio for KABK ready and mailed two weeks ago. I wasn’t happy with how the portfolio turned out at all and keep having this sinking feeling whenever I think about it. It is difficult to want something as much and for as long as I have wanted this. It’s self destructing somehow. And now there is nothing more I can do, it is out of my hands. Whatever is meant to happen, will happen, I guess. So now, I wait.

Oliver Jeffers, via my friend Hilda who went to his lecture the other day. Lucky her!

3 Responses to “waiting”

  1. Silvia Says:

    I hope you’ll hear something from the KABK soon. Something like “Ja, kom maar naar de KABK!”
    or something similar ;)

    loooove the domino!

  2. emma Says:

    It will probably be at least a month. The applications were due only May 1st. But it’s okay, I can wait :)

  3. sara Says:

    i hope the force is with you, other vice something else (fantastic) is coming your way! Take it easy with yourself, I have been where you are and stressed my heart and brain out, way to much, wanted things, worried about the future. It´s not worth it. Sara

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