waiting
May 8th, 2008

Still busy… final schoolwork of the year.
soundtrack: Beck – Timebomb
I kind of feel like a timebomb right now. Angry, frustrated, excited, sad.
Lots of change to deal with.
I got my exchange portfolio for KABK ready and mailed two weeks ago. I wasn’t happy with how the portfolio turned out at all and keep having this sinking feeling whenever I think about it. It is difficult to want something as much and for as long as I have wanted this. It’s self destructing somehow. And now there is nothing more I can do, it is out of my hands. Whatever is meant to happen, will happen, I guess. So now, I wait.
Oliver Jeffers, via my friend Hilda who went to his lecture the other day. Lucky her!
May 8th, 2008 at 10:21 pm
I hope you’ll hear something from the KABK soon. Something like “Ja, kom maar naar de KABK!”
or something similar ;)
loooove the domino!
May 8th, 2008 at 10:31 pm
It will probably be at least a month. The applications were due only May 1st. But it’s okay, I can wait :)
May 14th, 2008 at 7:56 am
i hope the force is with you, other vice something else (fantastic) is coming your way! Take it easy with yourself, I have been where you are and stressed my heart and brain out, way to much, wanted things, worried about the future. It´s not worth it. Sara
May 20th, 2008 at 5:08 pm
The domino looks great, good work!
Sounds like you put to much pressure on yourself..I do that mostly too:/ I guess that as an artist you have to deal with that pretty often. But I wish you all the good lucks! :)