one down, one to go

Wednesday, November 30th, 2005

I fall asleep on the couch. Dream bad dreams all night (wrong train and my ex boyfriend). My flatmate tells me to “go out or something”. I am two days behind schedule (An apartment building in five days, yeah right.) I want to fast forward to next week, to next year if it’s possible. Everyone else loves the course I most hate, which should tell you something. All this makes me stressed out, angry and unhappy. No matter what way I twist it. And really, it’s all my own fault.