here again
Wednesday, September 28th, 2005I don’t like it when I have a whole dayplan of Stuff To Do in my head for at least five days ahead. Not when my motivation is: to get out of here.
…If I wake up at six(thirty) and take the dog out and eat breakfast, and look through the suburb photos, and write some of the text. Start doing sketches. Take long overdue books to library. Go to school. Lecture? maybe not. Food. Make terrain model. Draw. Ballet class at seven. (Oh remember the repair sewing to pointe shoes!) Make list for foodthings for the party. Look for recipes for the punch. (and then there will be two of my friends and two of K’s and we’ve done all this food and that’s because i have no friends and no one in the world wants to come…) I wish I don’t have to go to school on Sunday to do the urban planning stuff. I want to go to yoga…
I come home from school and it’s so dark outside and I’m too tired to draw or paint. Today like yesterday. I’d forgotten how this is.